"In the last five years since coming out here, I've had two relationships. I'm not a big relationship guy," Gerard admitted in the April 2010 issue of Men's Journal. "One of my vices is I'm too wrapped up in myself and not always in a good way. It's not like I walk around going, 'Hey, I'm amazing; I'm Gerry Butler!' But I am too caught up in my own s--t, good and bad."